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thankss:D link it too!

It was fun and cool. like seriously:D
yay i love reading nice comments on surveys especially when they're commenting on what you've done!

whee today went awesomely well!:D
i still rmb zhi ping and I stressing our bklets last night...trying to cut them while falling asleep and talking on the phone (for me><) and running around this morning..after receiving mdm lee's sms. ><

well..it's our first event of the year to start off with! haha i realise we're the first 2 people of our batch to start our projects for this year>< lalala hope we did well enough! still learning i guess~

hehebut i must say RGPS juniors are getting more outspoken and enthu as the years go by. and YAY it's GOOD! haha was chatting with some of them..asking them about life and sch. and teachers! haha and i realise many of them know my sis. all from choir. LOLS they were all so shock when i said i was kristele's sister. lalala~ and omgosh cant believe mr lee is teaching math. when he taught me english...i don't think he could count very well...haha. oh wells:X

Amazing race was fun! hehe was walking around to the dif stations and watching them play! it jsut feels so great watching what you've planned hard a month ago finally in action:Dwhich brings me back to the week zhi ping and i had to rush our first draft of proposal..and we were planning for the whole day. LOLs if we were given the chance to do the other games..it'll be so so awesome too.:D those were the weeks we sleep at 1am every night. tiring but quite fulfilling. LOLS.

times flies..aftter lord of the rings..they were all like..huh so fast? can it be longer? yeah..we want it longer too my dears but..your teachers want to take you back le>< sad sad.

LOLS it feels like those little kids not wanting to go home from the playground then their mummys will threaten to leave them. LOLS. ahh they're so cute and so creative! the drawing mascot activity was just GREAT for them(:

LOVE TODAY LOVE ZHI PING!<3

lalala~ shall go collate the survey results:D

byee

It's been super long since i posted here. but I don't wanna keep it that way(: hehe.
this week doesnt feel too good...death, like some evil monster..has been sucking up precious lives that are dearly loved): it is unexpected and also so cruel. just this week 2 people who I'm sorta related to...(meaning related to someone i know) passed away.
what a dark week.
to us, maybe after a week and the depression is over. but to their family.it's for life. permanent. ahhh i don't know what to say):

I'm sorry this is such a sad way to start off a post. but that was on my mind since yesterday. how death ..to us always seem so faraway. but sometimes it can be so close to us, just that we don't know. we've always been trying to avoid the topic of death. but maybe sometimes it can act as a motivation( i don't know whether i'm using the right words for this). If we all live like we're dying (as Sylvia mentioned during GM), maybe we would have better lived our life. maybe.
I don't like the idea of dying. but too bad, we're all living things. and death is a chapter we've gotta go through.
but if you've lived well, your death will not matter. for after the RIP, people will still talk about you, will still think of you, some may even still look up to you. You'll still live in the hearts of others. and this all lies on how you live your life now.
which lead me to think how I've been living mine so far. sigh, everyday seems like a dream. and a sch bell at the end of the day is my alarm clock. yes, sad to say, I'm living a life of doing homework, rushing deadlines...non-stop. sigh. i need to change.
or maybe, all this hw can help me in the future as others say. If sch is not good, why do they implement it? so i guess..life goes on again.
hopefully when i'm old enough, i'll use whatever i've learnt now, and live meaningfully.
yeap i guess so:D

oh well, so after all, death may not be the end so we don't need to go about fearing that day. all we've gotta do now, is to LIVE LIKE YOU'RE DYING. yeap and i simply love that song(:

omgosh. i've been slacking from 3 to 7. can u believe it? that's terribleD: oh no!><

but guess cos...I JUST HAD A FREAKING FUN, FANTASTIC, FABULOUS CONCERT! HALO! xD

all those months of planning..choosing songs..finding the concept..choreographing..practising..and now finally the performance for our sec1 juniors. it felt awesome! hear those screams and cheers from the crowd when we walk out...the silence when they watch...the roaring applause..then the screams again. walk out of backstage...seniors came screaming and running towards us! YES WE DID IT! WE ROCKED!xD YAY!!!!!

thank you HALO GIRLS! you guys were awesomeeeee!!!!! the feeling of dancing..at our fullest energy on stage was so so awesome!! it's really..undescribable.that feeling of dancing your heart out...stretching all ur moves to the max..puting yourself into the dance. the feelings and emotions. then all around you..your batchmates..doing the same. MAX ENERGY, it really feels AWESOME!and not forgetting..our wonderful seniors who have stayed back with us for so many practices to help us diao dong zuo..and cheer us on! thank you chermain and shi yan! you guys are awesome seniors. haha and yes, shiyan, we will make a fan club for u! hehehe:Pwithout them..ahh..we wouldnt have made it either:D

anw..now back home. seriously too hungry and tired. no mood to do hw! even though i've got lots to handle. ahh which reminds me..i havent asked cecilia or other 310ers for hw!:X eeks.

wheeee or booo...
tmr gonna miss class!

bleh but sadly cant go with council for sec1 cheering session..so sad. haha cheers are so fun!xD

cos..i've got CCA concert! hahaha HALO HALO HALO!we're gonna rock that stage tmr! we are!:D

NYMD BTFABTAO! YEAH MAN! :P

love nymd(: for life!

today's the last and tomorrow's the first.
time goes by too quickly i must say.

are u excited for sch? - maybe
are u ready for sch? - define ready
do u want to go to sch? - yes

lalala i have no idea how to feel right now, bored?excited?worried?happy? or...maybe i should enjoy the feeling of being bored with nothing to do in mind and just sit on your bed and enjoy time passing by...but of course, that's a total waste of time. while some people would be taking this time to rush the last min homework(which i should cos i feel like re-doing my math><) and doing all the weird things they do before the start of a sch term.
i still rmb very clearly how we were reacting last year same day same time. were all freaked out about being a senior...and how our juniors will be like and how our seniors will see us in a new light. the senior light. today, i'm not freaking out. well..maybe i will. this year i will be seen in a new light again. council(: good or bad? you define it.

anw happy things now!went to vivo for lunch today and...the food was AWESOME! yumyum!:Dand my popo bought me a new bag! yay yay! <3 her loadssss

tmr: reach sch at 7 for dance then ahh..(see..everything's so luan i'm quite unsure of the timings><)oh wells..JIAYOUS FOR A NEW SCH YEAR!(: cheers:D

Mood: hopeful

omgosh. it's been how long? nvm...

it's NEW YEAR'S EVE! LAST DAY OF 2009!
well..mixed feelings right now..sad, scared, excited, unprepared....

oh wells..i realise i havent been posting for so so long! cos there's seriously too many things that have happened...

first: council camp

i can't belive i survived it! so so many things that i missed (surprisingly) all the PTs? haha the cheering, the songs...they seem to pop up in my head every once in a while...
the times when our whole council was together vs. seniors...hahaha! feels like it..so we were helping one and another...like during the uniform parade when we had to change fr camp clothes to formal attire back to camp then back to formal then back to camp again! omgosh it was mad rush...each in like 6/4 mins...then juniors were like scabbling to help our poor seniors who had to change to the banana suit...D: was FRANTIC

Heaven and Hell: was CRUEL. the worst thing man...hell was PTs all the way none stop for 2 hours...i've got scoliosis..so i couldnt do the PTs involving the back eg. push up position, plank etc. so was just doing the leg and arms PTs...was going around helping others..and..so so...ahhh how to say! painful to see my other batchmates suffering:X and seniors were shouting screaming..we had no choice...scary:X
heaven was not heaven...we were singing and cheering non -stop in tears. the injured and sick were trying their best to do it too..and it breaks my heart to see them suffer too..ahhhD: was super emotional D:

there were lots and lots more from council camp which i can never type it into a post..all in my <3..hard to describe right now..

oh and I remember one of my worst nights..the 2nd night after heaven and hell..
all i rmb was in the middle of the cold cold night..i was awoken then thru the half open eyes..i saw someone doing PTs in her sleep! someone was doing twinkies in the middle of the night..at like 3am.. then someone else started doing too! omgosh! so then i thought it wasa real..i close my eyes and somehow..i dreamt of doing PTs too! (i don't know whether i did it or not but it felt real..i rmb saying " eh? what did we do wrong? why are seniors punishing us?")
and i realise i was damn urgent too! ahhh:X then i rmbered we couldnt leave the rm at night.omgosh..so i challenged my bladder. yes how dumb now i realise.
and i think was too urgent or cold..was shivering in the night..and was like having hyper ventilation..cheryl(sleeping next to me) said she tot i ha asthma attack or something ..damn scary.

then the next morning..(when i forgot bout the dream alr) we were at the breakfast table..then suddenly Sally told us she was doing PTs in her sleep..3 times. and she was talking too...
then shi yan (sleeping next to her at night) also said she saw someone doing PTs then thought was real..and did it too! she almost ran out of the room too! O.O omgosh! so then i told them my PT in sleep too! and those ppl i saw doing PTs were them! omgosh..it was damn funny yet freaky too! i was hald awake half asleep!

had to leave early for camp...when it was the funnest part! argh.
anw the last game was the BEST! we first had to dig our face into this box of flour to use our mouth to fish for a sweet. hahaha then slide on these soapy wet benches on your tummy then run to this watermelon and take a BIG bite! so there were 2 grps competing against each other! so the grp with the watermelon most eaten...WINS! hahaha luckily my grp had pearl..mans she can eat! she practically slide the watermelon across her face! so her bite super BIG! then so we WON! yay!

oh wells..then after that was KL trip immediately.
hahaha was fun! went to gentings..super cold.and i didnt bring enough clothes. :X bleh.
went there with my parents' fren's family. hahaha little kids are so cute! there's adam(quiet looking but super naughty acs boy), chloe( cute sweet looking but rough and super naughty lil sis), clare and kelly(so cute!!! she looks like a doll! serious!)
so was babysitter:D hahhaa had to act mature and stuff!

then then..ahh i cant rmb what happened..these few days have been messy and rather busy.
was halo-ing in sch:D yay it's finally done but MUST polish cos cca mini concert next wk! omgosh.
oh yeah! went out that day with them(: the 5 of us. hahaa movie then kbox! FUN! but when the bill came..omgosh..faints...142.42! and jay had to leave early..leaving us with the FRANTIC! >D
was practically squeezing our wallets for more money then we forgot how much we paid! so we took one whole day and night to figure out with there was this $2 missing..cos the guy asked us for another 2 bucks so we tot kbox scam our money. after one night of conference calling..we realise cos 142.42 cannot divide by 5 exactly. gary ah..math genius..tsk.
and poor zhong xuan only paid 7 bucks. quite paiseh actually. haha!:P
lalal but the singing and dancing crazy dance in kbox was fun! (and ppl acting gay:X)

wheee anw today had class outing..well kinda..only 8 ppl showed up>< quite sad. oh wells. then rushed to TLL tuition.

movie reviews!
avatar 3D--AWESOME! super nice! went to watch with uncle wen, auntie maggee, chloe and adam. hahahaa the movie was so real!

storm worriors--rather boring in the start..but at the end was quite sad..i kinda teared><

sherlock holmes-- FUNNY! and omgosh sherlock holmes so observant it amazes me! haha!

bodyguards and assassins--super sad! so many ppl died for the revolution of china..omgosh and quite gorry..my sis cried buckets..i cried a bit then cleaned off the evidence:P

lalala!
tmr when i open my eyes. i'll be officially a sec3. omgosh..i'm so unprepared! help!D:

last post of the year..

<3,
Jermaine



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